20Jan09 PART2

Okay. My exciting day didn't end after my previous post. haha! Let me say the complete story of my day.

This morning was SUPER and i mean really busy in the morning. After that, thinking that i deserve a good lunch, i realise my wallet is missing. the content about my wallet is in my previous post. Ok. Then i reached home. I want to prepare something good for dinner. My fried noodle and egg must be special stuff. Lots of ingredients, lots of effort to prepare. Then start cooking. great, my eggs with crab sticks and ham looks good. Then i want to fry my noodles. soften the noodles. then, gas low. my fire is as good as a lighter. I cook with my innovative way, us the microwave then take out stir stir then put back... again and again. then alright. done.. taste a bit. yum yum. not bad. wash the frying pan and stuff... floor oily. wanted to mop the floor. used wrong detergent. ultra soapy. wash the kitchen. make my nice hot coffee. done. bring up to my table. spill the coffee. clean up the mess. said grace, as i start to eat, sms came. Ginnette remind me there is bible study material meeting going to start soon. I still remember last night. but today totally forgot! Then i rush my dinner in less than 2mins. throw the rest of my food. then rush out of the house. yelled that i'm going out. then left. Reached church. feeling messy. wasnt able to concentrate much. put my phone on no sound, no vibrate. Dad called twice. i wasnt aware. Sister smsed that they were very worry about me.. where am i... i replied. and one thing. I HATE making anyone worried about me. ESPECIALLY my family. 

I'm glad that I'm still positive and really smiling. BUT the other side of me is protesting.. Struggle between both sides. UNcomfort zone. I will make the positive side the victorious side. no worries.

DONE!