27th July 2009

Good morning all readers. I didnt blog for a long long time. Sorry for that. Many things happened for the past few months, good and bad.... However there are many things that I cannot share because I'm a national servicemen. Things are getting better nowadays compare to the past few weeks of high tension and stress. Thank God for all the good things that brighten my days and the bad things that allow me to see how far away I am from being Christ-like.

Last night my sister was sick because she was overly stressed and went to the hospital. Thank God that her organs and everything is good and healthy. Stress is something that most singaporean will face and it had not cause only damage to oneself but to people around too. When one is stressed, they tend to only care about what they are doing and don't wish to be disturb.

Father Tom : "Go away, I'm very stress with my work! Go play with the toilet seat!"
Son Jerry : ( was excited but now depressed ) "Okay father......."
( son Jerry then walked to the toilet with a pair of heavy feet. Sitting down beside the toilet bowl, son Jerry cried as he play the toilet seat. )
Son Jerry: "I just want him to smile at me..." sob sob sob

Stress happens. I need more time to do my work! If i don't do this I will fail! Tomorrow how?!?! how!?! I have work to take care, I have my family take care, I got so many!!! SO HEAVY!

O Lord, my strength and my fortress, my refuge in time of distress. (Jeremiah 16:19)

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matthew 11: 28-31)

Can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your span of life? If then you are not able to do so small a thing as that, why do you worry about the rest. (Luke 12:25-26)

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. (John 14:27)

My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest. (Exodus 33:14)



When I called, you answered me; you made me bold and stouthearted. (Psalm 138:3)

4may09

It been awhile since I last really blogged...

As my dad continue to challenge God's love and His greatness, as swine flu start killing and spreading to Europe, I find myself losing my directions. I start having the views that since God has already planned for everything, His will WILL be done, ain't I just like a puppet? My thoughts and my actions and the outcome. Did God plan for it to happen? Or God allow it to happen? For there is a difference. Saying God plan for it to happen its saying that everything is by God, God planned that you will choose this, you will become like.. Saying God allow it to happen its saying that we choose to go this way, and you will become like this because God allow it to happen. So the question is DOES GOD TAKE PART IN DECISION MAKING? or God doesn't but just intervene at times?

I have a feeling that God allow us to make our own decisions just that when its super BIG decisions that will affect God's work, God will intervene. I don't think God plan for us to sin but He allow it to happen. This shows that we make our own decisions.

What to do in life?

To do my best in everything for God wants use to play our part well.

"The foremost is, 'Hear, O Israel! The Lord our God is one Lord; and you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.' "The second is this, 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.' There is no other commandment greater than these." (NAS, Mark 12:28-31)

Love God
Love others.

God said to Moses,
Exodus19:
⁵ Now if you obey me fully and keep my covenant, then out of all nations you will be my treasured possession. Although the whole earth is mine, ⁶ you will be for me a kingdom of priests and a holy nation.' These are the words you are to speak to the Israelites."

^{Keep the commandment}

God's treasured possession.
How good will you treat and take care of your treasured possession? How much more will God take good care of His treasured possession...

For you I will.......

12 April 09

Easter Sunday! Today Jesus risen from dead and defeated hell as He has said.

I'm lacking of things to blog about!!! aiya!

22march09

HEHE. finally blogged after a month. I must say within this 31 days i was quite busy in camp! My In-Charge ORD and he handed down his duty to me. So I'm the IC now. But the thing is, I have no man under my direct orders now. Although I give orders to the platoon guys. BUT I dont have like personal assistant like that. HAHA. I want a personal assistant! I did so many things myself! I think cannot complain so much about camp life. my life is quite fortuned compare to many.

21feb09

I just woke up from my long nap. super tired. Shifted my office and stuff on friday. From 9am the shifting starts till like 2am in the morning. then saturday we continued at 9am to 12 pm plus plus.

Friday, I was so busy that i don't even had the time to eat lunch. so i only had my dinner/supper at 1am plus plus. just 2 cups of instant noodles. how sad. slept in the office floor. the design is bad. took away my bunk. through the night ppl kept coming in and ask for stuff! and they HAVE to switch on the lights! ITS NOT PITCH DARK! we tried to carry a bullet proof shield. so 4 person were dragging it because it SO SO SO HEAVY! i think its more than 500kg. I'm one of the 4. eye powerers of 8++ just stand around. when i called for help.. only 1 came to help! The rest just stay and use their eyes
as we try to let the shield drop to my side, it was SOO HEAVY. my whole face turned red and I could break my back and die just like that. I shout and scold in a very fierce tone. FINALLY they get their butts moving and help me to support.


very busy... very tired.. very hungry.

Sat, finally finish almost everything... wash up.. called a cab... and i came home....

19feb09

Ben n Jerry ice cream in my freezer!